s(he) be(lie)ve(d) ♥
this was before we were an official item; july 4th of last year, as a matter of fact; this is also the current background on my laptop, only because my desktop isnt running right now; i also believe this is the default picture on my facebook; this is before he called me his girl, girlfriend, or any other significant word; at this point he just got a little buzzed and grabbed my butt a few times; oddly enough, i knew something great would come from this day; as a matter of fact, a day or two later i bailed out of a terribly failing relationship with no problem whatsoever; i had been dancing around the subject for months; things were rockier than they should have been; so i made that move; it was great; jason didnt think so, it kinda made him nervous; at the same time, i guess he was a little happy because then i could hang out freely; a year later here we are; we are making it; maybe not in the greatest shape, but just the same; stronger than we were a few months ago, working on being as great as we were a year ago; individually, jason is doing a hell of a lot better; i am happy for that; i just wish we were doing that great; our engagment is still on and that is going strong; might even release an official wedding date; i am thinking next year about releasing save the date announcements; i want to see how finances are going before i do so, but its just a thought at this point; i am very happy with life; i just wish he was home from work already; its only a matter of time; its thursday already; one more day of work then i have the weekend off; he might work saturday which is okay with me, but at least we are off together on sunday; that is great; i love sundays; we can relax or do something; its up to us, but at least we have the option; i might clean the house one of these days; i am tickled about that too; i am hungry and need to make strawberry cupcakes for work; i promised; cant break a promise; they are going to be breakfast lunch and dinner; what the hell will i do with myself if i break this promise? cry perhaps!; i am going to make cupcakes and ponder dinner; goodnight; :)

this was before we were an official item; july 4th of last year, as a matter of fact; this is also the current background on my laptop, only because my desktop isnt running right now; i also believe this is the default picture on my facebook; this is before he called me his girl, girlfriend, or any other significant word; at this point he just got a little buzzed and grabbed my butt a few times; oddly enough, i knew something great would come from this day; as a matter of fact, a day or two later i bailed out of a terribly failing relationship with no problem whatsoever; i had been dancing around the subject for months; things were rockier than they should have been; so i made that move; it was great; jason didnt think so, it kinda made him nervous; at the same time, i guess he was a little happy because then i could hang out freely; a year later here we are; we are making it; maybe not in the greatest shape, but just the same; stronger than we were a few months ago, working on being as great as we were a year ago; individually, jason is doing a hell of a lot better; i am happy for that; i just wish we were doing that great; our engagment is still on and that is going strong; might even release an official wedding date; i am thinking next year about releasing save the date announcements; i want to see how finances are going before i do so, but its just a thought at this point; i am very happy with life; i just wish he was home from work already; its only a matter of time; its thursday already; one more day of work then i have the weekend off; he might work saturday which is okay with me, but at least we are off together on sunday; that is great; i love sundays; we can relax or do something; its up to us, but at least we have the option; i might clean the house one of these days; i am tickled about that too; i am hungry and need to make strawberry cupcakes for work; i promised; cant break a promise; they are going to be breakfast lunch and dinner; what the hell will i do with myself if i break this promise? cry perhaps!; i am going to make cupcakes and ponder dinner; goodnight; :)

Posted 1 year ago