today i will actually be able to finish my paperwork; if all else fails, at least i tried; he said he couldnt live with himself if he seriously let me down this bad; i hope to hell this fixes our problems because he has never let me down before; i couldnt let him feel that way;

i’m actually not going to cry the day away; my body aches too bad to cry on top of it; not to mention, he is taking the steps to help me help myself; couldn’t ask for more, i suppose; well, honestly i could use some groceries and maybe gas in the truck; lol; otherwise, i just need to keep taking the aleve and maybe clean up the house a bit; it seems that dishes are taking over; they probably are, i just try not to pay much attention; goodness;

alright; on to bigger and better things in my day; lol; gotta figure out lunch plans and cleaning plans, and maybe even figure in a nap today; :)