s(he) be(lie)ve(d) ♥

hes not going; instead he is on the couch watching tv; i still dont think he is going to bed with me; i have been having real restless nights lately and i think that is part of the reason; i just wish things were different; seriously; i think he is mad at me because i spoke my mind; this is going to be one suck ass night; oh did i forget to mention that i forogt to eat dinner; i have no money for food tomorrow at work; this is a suckass life; fuck; i’m going to bed; this is another post that will end on that note; fuck.