life is moving along; quite well at that; i dont think i could have planned it much better than this; i mean, money is tight right now, but thats just life; we are both working, and full time; its just that the bills seem to keep coming even when we have a day off; i finally got everything straight with the truck; i got to drive it all day today; i guess that pays off for having to pay out like a million dollars the last two days for it; now if only jason could get a cellphone before he starts driving it down to sea isle; its not that i dont want to give him the truck, its his - kinda; but i am scared that something will happen and he wont be able to contact anyone; i am only being a concerned fiance; i guess thats my job right now; i dont know; i have a hard time not thinking about him; thats a different story though; anyways, its a little after five and he isnt home yet; i think i am going to head that direction (i am at my moms house across town); it will take me like ten/fifteen minutes to get home; if he isnt home by then, then i will sit and wait; it guess it would be nice to see his truck in the driveway when he gets home, instead of the note on the counter that i left him; lol; anyways; i’m outta here; bye.