i know this sounds a bit childish, but i am alone tonight; jason decided to go lay down while my dad was here; i dont know if it was his intention to sleep this long, but now i cant get him up; instead, he just talks in his sleep and acts like he is listening to me; its a typical jason thing; lol; him sleeping leaves me alone; i miss him while he is sleeping; i dont want to eat dinner, i barely want to snack while watching tv; all the shows suck and i am feeling yuck; guess thats all for tonight;