December 2010
3 posts
came home to a cold dinner and a lover that was in and out of his sleepy daze; i waited and waited before i just went ahead and skipped straight to my shower; i got out thinking we would eat dinner together. by then, he was down for the night. come to find out, he had already eaten. i heated up a plate in the microwave and called it a night. i still cant bring my self to laying down in a bed i...
I dont really post on here that much anymore. I dont know if anyone from my area really follows me and I cant really afford to offend people publicly. I have done enough damage in the past year in my day to day life, that i dont need to do it on here too. Spoken words are often forgotten, written words are not. I am sure many people can understand this. I wish I had a true escape for what is...
So today I am supposed to get Christmas pictures with my sister and my love. Well, my love had to work a half day. That kinda bummed me out. Now, I am going with just my sister. I am not complaining, but I was really looking forward to going with him too. It would have made me happy. Now, I have to get ready and my head isnt on straight. I miss him. Seriously. Just want him to come home and go...